Slowly Picking Up the Pieces

Jon has been gone for over a month now.  It has been very rough and I am still very sad but this last week I think I've turned a corner.  I think it's really sunk in that he isn't coming back and I feel like I have come to terms with that.  I don't know that coming to terms with it makes it any easier but I feel like I am now able to accept what is happening to me and my life.  I am working hard at keeping busy and have been spending a lot of time with old friends and that has helped a lot.  I am more comfortable talking about everything and I don't cry every single day anymore.  I still am sad and get very sad if I sit and dwell on things but keeping busy keeps me going and so that's what I'm doing.  There is hope on the horizon that things will be OK.  That I will be OK.